LAPTOP.  A new cellphone (any model really, so long it’s functioning. My Globe phone keeps dying on me!). Someone to pay for my Globe bill for this month. Internet connection at home (though I might be the one to provide this). New sets of underwear haha! BALLPENS lots of BALLPENS because I keep losing them. Clutch bag. Pretty dainty notebooks. BOOKS: from Aldous Huxley, Anais Nin (I still dont have her other works like Winter of Artifice…), Graham Greene, Sartre, Simone de Beauvoir. The latest Joyce Carol Oates story collection which costs P1,600! Love by Rica Bolipata Santos. Beauty salon GCs for my eyebrow shaping needs. Jergens Shea Bottle. Palmolive Naturals Shampoo and Conditioner. A cute kikay kit from Beauty Bar. DVDs of Family Guy, American Dad, Simpsons (ALL SEASONS), ANTM (cycle 1-7). Death Note merchandise, Jigoku Shoujo merchandise. ANYTHING GARFIELD. and JACKET!JACKET!JACKET! The nicest one I have got ripped off in Sagada.

And happiness, health, safety and prosperity for my family and friends and for me. <3 A stable love life won’t hurt either. Hehe.

And my Dumaguete dream next year Lord? Please =)

Yung tipong ginawa mo na ang lahat, yung tipong ikaw na ang gumagawa ng lahat pero pinipilit ka pa ring gawin ang mga bagay na hindi na kaya ng katawan/pagiisip mo. Nakakaburaot lang. Sabi ko sa officemate ko, okay lang na magwaitress na ako sa Dumaguete, tutal okay naman ako sa people skills so swak ako dun. Hindi yung tipong sa yo nakasalalay ang lahat, na pag tipong sablay ka, sablay buong magazine, hindi yung ganito kakomplikado na trabaho, yung maraming magagalit pag di mo nagampanan. Ang akin lang, kaya ko eh. Pero may limitasyon ako. Hindi ako somekindofasuperwoman, syet. Grabe ang gusto ko lang naman sa buhay mamuhay ng steady lang, pasulat sulat s atabi, palabas labas tingin ulap lakad daan, matuwa sa pagpeoplewatch buong araw. Yun lang naman eh. Hindi yung ganito. Pramis, magiipon ako. Tapos iiwan ko lahat. Mahilig naman ako magsolo e.

Missed the meeting because we were out “window shopping.”

..when I was obsessing about the Davao trip. Felt it wouldn’t push through because of the two typhoons, the earthquake – umextra pa si Trillanes. Then I had the trip, met my ex for the last time, went home.

As quick and as painless as that.

Okay. I kindof lost the links, after changing the template. Will fix that later.

Random blah:the work is overwhelming…have to come up with New Year specials for six magazines by next week! Argh.

Tagaytay tomorrow with officemates. Posted on our bulletin board is our wishlists. Mine: a clutch bag, bra (haha. I don’t buy this kasi. I consider this an unnecessary purchase) and a cute notebook. Funny how the wishlists scream our personalities. The dog lover wants a shirt from PAWS, the health buff wants a pair of training gloves, the musician an Urbandub CD, the lomo guy a light meter. So fun. Pero wait lang, parang my wishlist doesn’t say much about my personality pala haha. I mean, a bra, for chrissake. hahahhaa.

God I just want this week and the next to be over. Ang daming gagawin….

Writers’ Night this Saturday! I’m still too shy to go. Haha.

Will be back for more rambling. Saya

12 articles for Wikipinas

Profile page for my friend’s kickass art website

Content for a printing company website

A play: “Bringing Down Horacio”

3 short stories

An essay re recent outoftown trip

Long overdue Surigao article

2 Articles for a Pregnancy Book (WHY me? hahah)

HAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

PS: Thankful for all the rakets. Ang tanong, can I leave my current job and focus on freelancing, so I can finally have time to write creative stuff? I really really want to go to Dumaguete next year and just write.

SIX LASTS:
1. last beverage- water

2. last phone call- from Nowell! Oh my so funny. “Nowell pwede tawag ka na lang later kasi manonood muna ako ng PBB?” “GRABE KA! Pagpapalit mo ko kay Big Brother??”

3. last instant message- From Paz, “ano kwento mo?”

4. last cd played- Wolfgang Bootleg

5. last time you cried- the other night, while watching “One More Chance”

6. last text message sent to you says- From Guia, “Naku..”

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
7. dated someone twice- yes

8. been cheated on?- I think haha!

9. kissed someone & regreted it?- no

10. lost someone special?- Yes.

11. been depressed- yup

12. been drunk and threw up?- yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
13. Yellow
14. Pink
15. garfield orange

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
16. Made a new friend- hmm parang hindi
17. Fallen out of love- nope
18. Laughed until you cried- yes salamat na lang kay thad!
19. Met someone who changed your life- this month? Parang wala ahha
20. Found out who your true friends were- always have
21. Is there something you want to tell someone- yes but that can wait.
22. Have you kissed anyone on your friends list-ewan

23. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life- from LJ,  a number pa lang

24. How many kids do you want to have?- Four
25. Do you have any pets?- yes, but i just lost one
26. Change your name?- ahh wrote an article under a pseudonym “Alessi Morgan” haha!
RANDOMS:
27. What did you do for your last bday?- SAGADA
28. What time did you wake up today?-930AM
29. What were you doing at midnight last night?- Watching Jeopardy
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for – hayyyy…i dont want to jinks (jinx) anything haha
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?- hmm maybe if i agreed to drinking milk when i was a kid, siguro i’d be taller now hehe!

CURRENTLY:
49. Eating- no
50. Drinking-Coffee
52. I’m about to- drink coffee
53. Listening to- my officemates’ lunch chatter

55. Waiting for- godot..i dont know!:)

YOUR FUTURE:
58. Want kids?- yes im a kids person haha

59. Want to get married?- hay wish ko lang lord haha
60. Careers in mind?- writing chuva

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?:
68. Lips or eyes- both

69. Hugs or kisses– both

70. Shorter or taller- taller, heller. gud lak sakin pag short haha. our kid will be a hobbit (

72. Romantic or spontaneous- spontaneously romantic
73. Nice stomach or nice arms– stomach
74. Sensitive or loud- sensitive
75. Hook-up or relationship- relationship
77. Trouble maker or hesitant- wala

HAVE YOU EVER:
78. Kissed a stranger- yes
79. Drank liquor- yes
80. Lost glasses/contacts- NA
81. Ran away from home- nope

84. Broken someone’s heart- back then
85. Been arrested-reprimanded, for jaywalking!
86. Turned someone down- Yes. ruined a friendship, sad to say

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself- yes
90. Miracles- Yes.always have

91. Love at first sight- yes

92. Heaven- Yes.
93. Santa Claus- no
94. Kiss on the first date-yes
95. Angels- Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?- i think
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend?- yes
99. Do you believe in God?- yes
100. Posting this as 100 Truths?- uh iniba ko yung title haha

“Hairy” compliments received today:

Ang ganda ng bagsak ng buhok mo!

Ang bango ng ulo mo! Hehe ulo talaga

Good hair days = Love!

Lomo shot by Jonas

Dear Sam,

For all your faults and incongruities (hehe!), and your very altruistic views on love and relationships, and going crazy over ________, remember that your friends will always be here to scold at you when you seem not to listen again…and again…but what the hell, you’re a living proof that someone still believes in the old adage that “it is better to love and be hurt than not to hurt but never been loved at all.” (words to that effect di ba?) hehe!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Sam!!

Thad